How?

Dear Alex,
All the memories we've made are kind of hard to replace, and I promise I will never forget your face. It's so hard to be so close to you 'cause we're so far away, but I know by tomorrow, that our happiness will be hard to erase. Tonight I'll cry tears of sorrow because the day is done and you're not here. But when tomorrow comes, I'll see you without shedding a single tear. So today is done and yesterday is gone, and tomorrow will soon be now. But what I can't seem to comprehend is "how?" How could it of happened? How come you listened? How come I didn't call you that day, 'cause if only then you'd stay...You wouldn't of died. I wouldn't have cried. We wouldn't have to say our goodbyes. But now you're going to be buried with the bugs and worms in a sentimental white coffin to remember you as you were, as you would be, and as you'll always remain in my heart. You dying has left my heart torn apart. It's sad that no one ever taught me what I really need to know... like how to love someone, and let them go.

Love,
Rhapsody