White, white, white...This room seems so cold, white walls and white floor, I'm on white sheets staring up at the white ceiling, the glaring white light hurts my eyes. I shut my eyes tight, but the light shines so brightly, through my eyelids I see only red. I long to roll over, but there is a needle in my hand, which might break off and hurt me, and a tube, which might break open and spill my blood. I need my blood, I don't have much left. I'm little, so I didn't have that much to start with.
Squeak, squeak, squeak...I think of mice, but she said she's a nurse. It's her shoes that squeak. All the shoes squeak, I hear them up and down in the hall past my door. If I push this button it makes the nurses come, but I'm afraid to reach for the button, because of the needle and the tube and the blood. I need a drink, but the water is so far away, and I don't dare reach for it. Shoes squeak back and forth and I can't push the button, so I try to call for help, but I'm so thirsty I only squeak too.
Drip, drip, drip...I check the tube to make sure my blood isn't leaking, but it's only a faucet in the corner. I'm so thirsty, and I have to go pee and the dripping water is making it worse. I try to think of something else, so I follow the tube with my eyes, up where it goes to a bag. The bag is full of something, something that drips down the tube and into my hand through the needle. I don't want to cry because I need my water, I don't have much left. I don't want to, but I can feel tears dripping down my cheek.
Author notes
I was hospitalized after being injured. I'm not sure how old I was, I was very young.
Tumble Weed
