Notes of a Jumper

boy on the edge of the world
looking down
-im falling, im falling-
boy looking down
see's death over clouds
-im falling, im falling-
death smiles and winks... he knows whats goin' down
clouds hover silently around watching
-im falling, im falling-
people gather to see the commotion,
confusion is soon replaced with terror
-im falling, im falling-
"dont do it boy, you've got your whole life ahead of you"
but they dont care, they are just looking for a break in the
system... their every day lives, a twist just to disrupt the cycle
-im falling, im falling-
breeze willing boy over the world,
forcing boy to the abyss of no return
-im falling, im falling-
abyss is dark, but beconing him towards it
seconds turn into minutes, minutes turn into what seems like decades
-im falling, im falling-
finally the plunge
he's falling, he's  falling...
he doesn't want this, he changes his mind...
it's too late...
he hits the ground...
there is blood everywhere...
he see's his family...
there crying...
over his mangled corpse in a casket...
he see's the coffin in the ground...
surrounded by mourners...
he see's the dirt topple over his body...
suddenly, a hot flash of light appears before him...
he run's towards it...
but no matter how fast he runs, the light remains the same distance...
what is going on?
suddenly he's falling again...
just falling...
for eternity and forever...
just falling...
he open's his eyes...
he's back on the edge...
was that a vision...?
a premonition...?
or is it a second chance...
taking it...
he is about to step back from the edge...
but he slips...
and he's falling...