I Can't Put It Past Ya'

I know the awful things I've done Ryan
You don't have to tell me twice
Because at least I get it and try to change
You can't change for shit, but at least I tried
Because I could have been the friend
Always there for you when things got tougher
But you made it so that I'm this little slut
Who gets laid on the weekends
[[Seriously, I fucked one guy after you, does it matter?]]

I know the awful things I do make people jealous
Because they want to be sexy like that
Really, I just feel sick about it the next day
And I regret the shit I tried back then
Sometimes though, I wish I died in middle school
From all that stupid pill poppin' and cutter methods
It's better than watching you spread lies
That I can't even begin to know how you can forge
[[You fucking loved me, how can you regret something you loved?]]

I can't put it past you, Ryan, to hate me
Can't help it I couldn't stay your little sex toy
Or be the long distance girl you crave
On every weekend or week day
But I guess Brendan and Tyler caught me
And they love[d] me more than I can describe
'Cause I know you fake cry for me now
Just to play that game with me called fake love
[[I know you don't understand that I can care, right?]]

I can't put it past anyone to hate me
At this point, all the things I've done
Make me look like a little whore
A little doll that everyone fucks
When in reality, I've saved it for those I loved
Like you, and him, I can't describe
But since  you like to lie, I like to tell the truth
And the whole world knows about you and that penis
[[Seriously, who'd want a man that's fucked four girls now!?]]

So I wanted to let ya' know
That I'm gonna go now
And you're going to probably keep running your mouth
But I know the truth, ok, loser?
And um, by the way, you can't say you don't care
Because I know you do deep down
You still want me somewhere in that heart and mind
I'll admit it, I do too, but Tyler kind of overshadowed the pain
[[Can you believe this time last year I was crying over Jesse?]]

So here's a good luck
Here's cheers to good riddance
Hope you had the time of your life
Because I know I didn't
I know that I was used
I know I'm just a toy
And you know what
That's ok, because it came to good use
[[Good thing Tyler loves that stuff now, huh?]]