I just want you too know that I am so in love with the most beautifulist woman in the world. She is my life, My world, My everything. Without her I don't know what I would do. We may have our little arguements and such, But that is normal in a relationship.I can't stand it when we argue, It really hurts me.We always get stares walking too the store and such, I guess you can say because we are lesbians! But hey its who we are right? I know you aren't going too talk back but its all good, I just like telling you about my lovely day! She really don't know how much she means too me.I just hope that she see's how much I love her and how much she means too me. It hurts though to hurt all the time when we argue, I just hope we can pull this together and be strong, She means alot too me, I don't think that she can see how much she really honestly means to me, I am not for sure if she will ever see, I tell her everyday that I love her and how much she means to me. Words can't explain how much I love her or how much she means too me. Oh well I guess she will never know. I sure hope she feels the same way about me.
I have way too many fears, Fears of losing my wife. I don't want too lose her. I had always had this fear since the first day we were together. I am in love. What else is there to fear when you have love? I have more fears I just don't want too bore you diary! Oh I'm sure you already are bored. But what the heck. huh? Anyways. Yeah back too what I was saying. I have tons of fears way too many too name. But hey I can name one more. Losing everyone that I love... The list is too long too name. Espeically my mom and my brother and my mother n law. But there is way more. Way too many too name. That is just another one of my fears. That tends to make me sad thinking about that. But hey that is life. Life sucks. I used to hate my life until I met my wife, She turned my life around. I am so in love with her. She will never know.
Death is a touchy subject with me but I always seem to think about it. So why not write it down? I know that you won't laugh at me for writing this diary because you keep secrets which that is what I like about writing in you. I'm so scared of death. Death is scary. I had people real close too me that is dead, That yeah some were family or some were close friends (their mom's) But hey I guess that is life, But geez you only know about life these days.
Well diary for now I am going too go! It was nice too write in you again. I sure did need to write just a little bit. So yeah. Gonna go for now. Bye-Bye!
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