i'm

don't feel like falling again
so deep inside an endless misery
the backlight fades out and it's calling

another time comes again
to feel like its a different ending
the difference between life and death

to be another person defines nothing
for it cannot be with anyone
but it feels like a suicide

three times it passes by
like a ship ina harbor
set sail when the time is right

to feel like falling isn't meant
to wait upon another day and time
isn't the answer for anyone

what i'm going to cry about now
isn't the same, i'm not full of sadness
it's about what i'm meant to be

i'm here and now
i'm the past and present
i'm the future and decades
and i'm death