Im putting everything into us and getting nothing in return

Im putting everything into us and getting nothing in return
When is this relationship going to start being your first concern
You rather go to bars then try to talk things out with me
You just rather say its done and over and leave it be

So when am I ever going to get the chance to start feeling important in your life
Its hard thinking of the future when your not acting like i can be your wife
You keep saying you want a break and that your not going after anybody else
But im the one home alone, sober,  and cant stop thinking of you and myself

Why couldnt you take one hour away from the bar to think about us
Instead you rather ignore me while making me raise my voice and cuss
Just stop thinking about yourself for once and start thinking how i feel
I have been me this whole time, i have been nothing but real

What happened to the guy i use to know, the good mornings and the flowers
I miss all those happy and special moments we have had because they was ours
I want us to go back to like we always was, what happened to all of that
Why cant we just start over, put everything in the past, and leave it at that

Because I dont want to lose you and I have never felt this way
But lately all it seems like is that your pushing me so far away
I dont know what else to do to prove that i never want to leave you
I love you more than anything and i never want us to start being untrue
Untrue to each other and saying lies that hurt each one of us
Your the only one i want and this is starting to become a mess

I hope we can work through this and get over all the stuff in the past
Because you know i love you and we both want this forever to last
So lets stop all the bitching and all of the fighting
Because i want this relationship again to be exciting
Never knowing what will happen next but yet hoping for the best
Knowing that our relationship is never going to be second guessed

Im putting everything into us and getting nothing in return
When is this relationship going to start being your first concern
You rather go to bars then try to talk things out with me
You just rather say its done and over and leave it be