Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

once again, i'm trapped inside of myself
and my voice falls upon deaf ears as i call out for help
even though she's by my side
i still can't help but feel so alone in this
i need a way out, an answer, a purpose
i need to know why this is happening to me
empty chamber goes click against my skull
and i want to put everyone's head through a wall
i want to be a god to the godless and answer their unwanted prayers
i want something more than this
does no one understand
does no one comprehend that this happens every day
does no one want to confess their sins to the one person that knows where they are coming from
fuck all of this "everything will be okay"
fuck all of this "no one gets me anymore"
fuck all of this "god is the answer"
fuck all of you
i'm just another obstacle in your way
and this time, you won't get around it
pay it forward is a bullshit philosophy
because you don't always get what you give
so scream out your lungs and tear the hearts out of your enemies
as long as we are next in line
let the punishment for no wrong doing keep breaking through the flood gates
there is nothing you can do that i haven't already done
there is nothing you can do to fuck this up more
there is nothing you can do to change my mind
there is nothing but silence and an inescapable void
snap the neck of every newborn in protest to our future
cut the throats of every elder that says that you are wrong
set fire to the adolescents that try to rebel
we all stand for the same thing
we all stand for greed
we all stand for self-loathing and self-destruction
we only stand for ourselves
destroy what you create, only to create it again
this is a cycle you will never get out of
welcome to your happy medium
welcome to the world
welcome to the end