i wrote words
on an empty envelope;
made metaphors--so emotions
would know how to breathe
and my tenderness
became motion inside muse
and yet,
today i can't write,
or fight the numbness
which nestles within--
my feelings aren't forgotten,
nor are they lost
to a host of other happenings
i have simply misplaced
myself
and the paper
that i am printed on.








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