When thou didst hate him worst, thou lovedst him better

On the corner is where I wait
Getting older, swimming in my hate.
Little demons pick away at my soul
My feelings getting harder and harder to control.

Rays of detest outline my outer body
Ready for my journey into disembody.
Are you ready to see me?
Mind in body, I ignore your selfish plea's.

On the corner I am no more
My heart and soul, carelessly shoved into a drawer
Over there, I can now see
I'm ugly, you will agree

In my hate, my hair falls out
It's obvious to me, I took the wrong route.
But I can not stop, I'm loving the sinister feeling
Walls crumble, and now follows is the ceiling.

I am no more, I have become someone unlike me,
Evil, mean, left over debris.
Once loving, I now love hate
I have become the hook to this evil, sorry bait.

Squirming, trying to become free...
Trying to recover the long lost me.
The grip's to tight
My out of body experience starts to ignite.

Orange and red flames
Now one else but me to blame.
And now there hangs my broken structure.
I am no longer your infrastructure.