My happiest moment...

What was my happiest moment?
When you hugged me?
When he punched me?
When you held my hand?
when he pulled my hair?
When you kissed me in the rain?
When he left me in the winter night?
When he said i was nothing.
Then you said I was everything.

I pursued my life with the hope
Me and you would be one.
He'd be gone. Right?
I pray for the day!
feeling closer and closer,
enduring the pain, the scars, the emptyness inside me.
You keep me going
You are me!
I exist no more...
I went long ago,
Yes, you complete me.

Now you are gone
I am gone.
I'm just here,for you to walk away,
The rain starts to fall,
Falling deep into the foggy distance you go...
All is left now, Is to turn around, and walk back.
Where?
To him of course.

I am dead on the inside,
Now what is but, the outside.
The final snap.
The final blow.
Life flashing through my eyes back far to my happiest moment.
The moment I knew i'd all be over...