chapter 9
Confessions
The weirdest 10 days of my life.. I mean it! I went on searching through my old stuff like a crazy woman who lost her Rolex. Old papers..cinema tickets, club tickets,and most of all, photos... I love them. I looked at them a 1000 times over . Each time i go through the stuff i envy myself for how much joy i was experiencing, yet it was taken for granted to have my emotional part satisfied. How much of a jerk was i?! I wanted to cry .. but what for? Were i that desperate? Uhm.. No? Yes? I had no idea.
A walk down memory lane wasn't much of painkilling. In fact, i needed an asprin after it. I would roll in bed thinking like hell, and i would end up complaining like a stupid child.
I don't know what happened that Friday night, but it just happened. I spoke up. I told you SO openly how i truly felt. What on Earth did i have to lose? Dignity? That makes me laugh.. Love? It was already gone. I found my heart speeding up like a helicopter. I couldn't believe that i was telling you how much i need you. More than ever, and that i couldn't take it anymore.
I annoyed you. Didn't i? I'm sorry. I really am.
But for the sake of breathing i had to speak. Where did that courage come from? I'd never been that brave!
Ehm.. I'm not so proud of myself, but i know i've taken major steps and that's enough.
You need time? I don't own it. So you could have as much as u want..
Chapter 10
Finale.. Now what?!
I know you're disappointed that i have put no ending, not that i know one. Honestly, when i started writing this, i thought i would eventually find an ending. I never actually wrote a story before.
So where the hell is the ending here?
Oufff! That's bad
To people: if u have read the 1st five parts, you'll have something to say.
If u haven't, it's not difficult. They're not too long.
Waiting for your ending suggestions..
Thank you for your patience.. <3
Author notes
that was a true story of the one and only love experience i had ever been through
i hope i wasn't so boring 
comments and suggestions are much appreciated
What did you think
Comments
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Lady Pixi.
...It never ceases to amaze me what one can find here on AP.
I have read your installments... parts one through five... and I
must at this time take a moment to explain to you once again
how much I understand your predicament.
...or understood, rather.
(reflects; visibly)
...Pixi.
...a cruel fate.
...a curse, of sorts.
On behalf of the universe... I apologize for your pain.
...if that means anything to you at all.
...
I understand.
I understood.
I will close this with all I can think of that is befitting.
Luceat Lux vestra, Pixi.
...and my thoughts.
Part 6?
(smiles)
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