Through the Smoke (song?)

THIS IS ACTUALLY ORIGINALLY A SONG I WROTE:

You’re just a stoner- you always will be
I’m just a girl- so why did you pick me?
When anyone would have done

You wanted a lover
You needed a cover
You’d leave me for one more toke
I’m falling but you can’t save me
Cuz’ you can’t find me in all the smoke

If somethings wrong with me
Its only that I can't see
Why I'm used by everyone

I can see that you don’t care
Would you even notice if I weren’t there
Or would you be happy not to share
Anymore time with me
It sucks that my heart stays
And that its always in your blaze

Who knew I'd learn so slow
If I was smart I'd let you go
I thought you'd catch me when I fell
Now I'm hanging, nine feet over hell
Don’t you see me through all the smoke?

Making love to me momentarily numbed the pain
But you're still driving me insane
And it only hurts so bad
Cuz you were all I had
And now I know all you are is smoke