The Bottle's Cracked (Full)

So this is it
The bottle's begun to crack
Fire in my veins - I've got to let it out
Traveled a thousand miles trying to forget
Endless sorrows, hatreds, and deep regrets
Now I am jaded, hiding from the day
Feeding the hunger in me
Can't you taste my pain
The feeling's evolved
Thoughts clouded by memories of the past
Living this tortured life is tearing me apart
Lonely, fading, hoping and hating
Alone without a care
Dead and gone - there's nothing left there
It's been so long - I've got to let it out
You were my one way ticket to hell
Through the cracks in the bottle, it seeps out...
I won't surrender quietly
Can't take it any more
Hiding in the shadows
Fading ever more
Bottle it up, keep it deep within
So much withheld, my heart is wearing thin
My pain you can't see
My secrets you won't know
Contained for so long, the pieces are starting to fall
Crawling through the shadows trying to run away
Demons within, calling out my name again
Doomed to re-live this pain
This pain held within, I refuse to let it win
Come into the shadows, be by my side
Take a walk with me
I will show you my life..
So this is it the time has come
The bottle once whole has fallen apart
Your happiness is my misery, I told you from the start
Don't bother calling me my homes has been condemned
Fade away and scream in silence.
There's nothing you can do
Every day is a new nightmare.  It's all because of you
My own mistakes are hurting me.
There is nothing I can do
As I enter through the shadows into the darkness.
As I put my soul through this ink one last time.