OverTrudged Road

You love me
You said it
And I said it back

And then I turned to you
And told you that
I loved you and
You said
I love you too
Not knowing that
My I love you
Was second-hand

The confession
Of attraction
Of nerves
And desire
That are
Thriving after
5 years. 3 of separation

The memories
Retained
And hopes that remain
Of living our own lives
Then potentially
Settling down
Together

And she tells me
Not to limit myself in a box
To keep options
In my circle

So I flirt and hide
Giggle and kiss
Tease and suggest
While you stand right next to me

And you see me
And I pretend you cant
And you know the glow I have
That smile
That laugh
My lips biting for
Self-control and
You pretend
You dont see me

Because you lost the right to object
And know that Im just
Following
Your example
Where you lead me
And I followed.