Easy as ABC

Anger is the driving force that enforces the feelings of
Betrayal that inspire the
Chaos that I feel
Driving me over the
Edge, inspiring me to say
Fuck it to my life and
Give up on myself. Allowing myself to wallow in
Hell or to find
Inspiration to release by suicide
Juggling the decisions to suffer or to
Kill myself
Life has what purpose? What
Meaning? I feel that i
Never asked to exist. Life has been thrust upon me and is
Oppressing me
Punishing me for the breath it cursed me with
Quaking from the overwhelming pressure to
Run away from the will to
Survive and to
Take this misery
Under the ground in a
Vengeful wrath against the
Woman who gave birth to me and
X-scape this existence and seep into the grave where
You will no longer have to witness my pain and I will find
Zen, peace