Misery of my life.

Another night in my room
It's always the same
I hear his footsteps outside my door
I hear him call my name
Shivering and shaking
Here comes the fear
On his breath I can always smell the beer
Trying not to breathe
Wondering whats next
The whole time Im staring at the exposed hair on his chest
I scream and fight to get free
It's no use, it wont work
This has to happen to me
After hes done and my soul feels gone
I think about what I could've done wrong
I cry to myself wondering "why me??"
I wish he would die and leave me be
Even if he did, I wouldnt be set free
He put a child inside of me
Ill live this nightmare all thru my life
No matter what, Ill live in fright.
Hoping someday that he'll go away
I know he wont because she wants him to stay
It makes me want to die
So I can hide whats growing inside
Worried all the time that someone will guess
Why I hate him the best
Its because of what hes done to me
Making me a mother to be.