Unfinished Thought

My mind, my mind, us, yes! How well our minds intertwine. Together the best, at best, yes, let this manifest it was how I felt and how I dealt with the situation I ended up with. At first I didn’t know that he would be the one, the perfect match, imperfectly because no one is perfect in this world you see. So before the item, before the “us”, the pair, we I was doing it by myself, and doing it well, yes, it was just me. And I was fine with that was the mindset I had, like Ne-Yo said I was the Queen working for my throne, yeah shawty got her own.

Little did I know that while I worked, shaped, molded, and toiled, you were watching me, behind the scenes. I made your desire boil. We were cool, just friends I didn’t want a relationship because the last one I was in made me feel like shit and how I wasn’t worth it. So I hardened my heart, though I had soft skin. I kept myself hidden, busy and I damn sure wasn’t going to let anybody in. You waited for me and gave me my space, which was soon to be your space, like Solange decided; you kept the pace with the smile on your face. Knowing me, I told him from the get go, “Look partna, I’m not no hoe and if you think you gonna get some, well honey lemme let you know. And just when I was about to go off and rant my rave, he silenced me by grabbing me gently by the hand and held it in his then he smiled and disarmed my defenses, letting me know what the business is.

He said:
“I don’t know who hurt you last to give you something that bad, but it’s in the past and you need to let it go. I’m not the wannabe thug with my ass hangin’ out my pants, I’m not the type of dude whose sole purpose is to get in yours.”
He laughed then said some more. “Even if I was, I’d never get the chance because you seem to be the type of woman who would avoid such a circumstance. So relax and chill, do you, hold it down, and keep it real. I’m not going to stand in your way and I won’t jeopardize your dreams because you are your own team and with you nothing is as it seems.”

Well! Right then he stunned me because I had never someone say this, sway to this, so articulately. Profoundly, so profound in the way he spoke to me. It wasn’t like reading a dictionary and stumbling over the words temporarily, oh noon the contrary out the window went that book, and this had me shook, because he took, the word, blew it up, beat it down, made it his own, making it sound, thorough, yes yall, he flipped my world upside down. That day on the friendship became a steady love flying like an eagle, beautiful as the dove. I’ve had our times and even our heated moments too, but fate played another hand and there was nothing we could do. After a year of bliss, it was cut short, gone, like this, it was going so well, it was all so divine because it was

His mind, his mind, my mind, my mind, us, we, minded how wonderful it would be, to continue watching how our loving minds intertwined so beautifully.

So we went our separate ways, just as Lady Fate sought, I wonder sometimes if he knows it, feels it, sees it. How much, we, us, our relationship was an….Unfinished Thought.