the L word

Love is no answer for love is a lie,
you walk and your breath, then you die
the chase is why you turn to face to the rain
as the bleed all your faith the blind see the pain
awakened by my nature to question my own calls
my stubborn still crying on the other side of the wall

I don’t believe,
I won’t believe ,
that I want to believe.
don’t give up on leaving me
alone
love me? I want to believe,
I wish I wanted to believe.
It hurts too much,
how do you delude?
I forgot you want to believe,
prove me wrong.
I want to believe it
I wish I was wrong about wishing you believed

love is dead
time is faded
lies claim hold the truth
chivalry is dead
it dies at my feet
my wakened state drys the sands thick with the blood from my broken heart
broken soul,
broken mind, shattered innocence grounded dreams,
lost ambition,
inevitable
end
to a once half true lie about a non-fiction that never happened