why do i have feelings for him
why do i love him
this ghost following me telling him to leave
why does this ghost hate him what did he do
why do i feel for this one boy with all my heart
or is it all just a mirage
i cant get him out of my head
wishing it were dead
this reacquiring thought that he might be untrue
or does this loving ghost that follows me tell me to be carefull because
he is cheating or because he is wanting what im not willing to give
why does this ungodly love
have to be so hard
am i meant to be happy
or am i just meant to wither in pain and suffering
is so then why
why do i have to live with the suffering
why don't it all just stop
why?
