Blood,tears and smiles

the gift of the gods
the blessing of the wise ones,
you were an angel from the heavens,
sad like Lucifer all you brought was pain.
This tears you asked for ,
begged that one we would be ,
claimed to be the one
and to the havens of exstacy you took me.
paid no heed to the rest
for the truth to face I would not,
why? when in my arms you lay,
with sweet abandon and exquisite pleasures
took my heart and the little that was left of my sanity.
still I loved you
for not to I could not,
so my tears and blood I shed,
for the sake of a few smiles
and nights of pleasures.
Goodbye I can not say,
fare thee well neither,
a gun to my head you hold,
a knife to my heart you bare,
till the end of all these...
Blood,tears and smiles.