pains

i wish its that easy to believe. pains from my past made me feel as a thief..suspect of every tiny speech.. worry,scary, being afraid of a little tiny breath, a breath of a sleepy devil, always waiting for an exciting whistle.devil exist in every heart, waiting the moment to get start.. start to appear and get released.. in a moment can come like a flash..burn and remain like a ache. ache made me the way i am,trying to live while i see peoples around you, they all playing to reach you.. you own a natural smile, make me afraid of the peoples when even stare for a while. believe me i trust what inside of you, and i love the way you do. i trust you deep inside of me, i feel you more than you see, what can i do if pain is walking me!!that's a quote i lived through..teaches me how to not be a fool.." i trust all peoples but i fear what inside of them, in one second it can be like a wind.. destroying everything we trying to be..no one know how it could be, but its the nature of the human being..if you could know how i feel inside of me..you wouldn't ever ask me to set you free... if you just see with your eyes.. you would know the wises from the lies..if you just be free to see..you would try to be inside of me..i simply can't say how i f....eel.. because you will simply just disappear..run and hide..but show me then who the hell is MR.right.... i know its hard to believe, but pains from my past made me like a thief..