The nightmares lurk
In my head.
I feel I have been
murdered.
My tears
mourn me,
but just my tears.
Where have you gone to?
Why did you vanish?
I was paralyzed with your
laugh;
your fatal smile.
This is ridiculous,
but I cannot get away
can't forget.
I serach,
only I don't find what I look for.
I am ruined
from you.
Never to breathe again.
I am so far
from myself.
I want to return.
I fight against the coldness
I can scarcely see
in the arena at the
edge
of my thoughts:
The piece of you that never left.
I tilt
my face
up to the rain.
It clears
my heart,
but I still hear a
scream
in the dark
of the night.
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