Addicting Hate

The rain starts to fall,
You lean in,
Your eyes as deep as the ocean,
And as vast as the universe.

You captured my heart,
The second I set eyes on you,
It was like the whole world,
Was coming to an end around me,
And restarting at the same time.

Your sweet breathe on my face,
Brings me back to the present,
The rain now pouring around us,
Your lips only a few moments away from mine.

I pull away,
I stop you,
I finish the moment,
I can't go on.

This isn't right,
This can't go on,
I love you,
But this can not be.

...We...
...Can not be...

Your face drops,
The mood ends,
Reality comes crashing down around us,
And I walk away....

It's better off this way,
Your better off this way...
Your better off with out me...

....Because....

I'm only your endless supply,
Of addicting hate....