I'm playing a movie in my head
but the only scene it will show is the one where
Loneliness eats me alive and swallows me whole.
you put my heart in a paper shredder and walked right out the door.
"out of sight, out of mind" that’s what you used to say.
but you don't understand how it hurts.
You don't know. You don't know.
My eyes are now stitched shut trying to erase your face
but my mind won't let me.
rewind and play. rewind and play.
I’m drowning in regret and it's getting harder to breathe
but somehow I'm still living
(if that's what you call it.)
I want to forget you, forget everything.
sleep my life away with the help of these pills
but I can't find the fast forward button.
So hopefully one day I'll forget
A contest entry
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Comments
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great write
i hate having something in my head or someone that i can't seem to forget.
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great write,it must suck getting something horrible stuck in your head, i know i hate it alot its always rewinding and i'm always screaming at it to stop,but great write, and good luck in the contest
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this was such a sad poem, it was beautiful. i hope if you are going through this you start to feel better soon
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