New Life

 I'm laying on your body
in the cold rainny night
how could they?
How you could they kill you
all you did was protect me.
I...I should've died
not you.
You're last words
echo through my head

never leaving me alone.

All I'll ever hear

for the rest of my life is

"Even in death I'll love

and protect you."

As I cry I hear very faintly

poeple running and shouting

over to me

trying to see what was wronge

and asking if I'm okay

but nothing is okay

your dead

Im not

how is that okay?

I shake my head

and burry may face

in your unmoving chest.

Weeks later...

I'm at YOUR funeral

placeing the now wilted rose you gave

on our first date

onto YOUR casket

then I step back

and watch them burry you

6 feet under the ground.

But... that was years ago.

Now im a mother

of a beautiful little girl

that was suppost to be yours.

I live in a wonderfull house

and...I'm happy

on the outside...

Inside IO wonder

what it would be like

if you were still here.

Your words

still echo through me

haunting and tourchering me

it makes me cry every night.

But I know one day

we will be together again.