Bloodstained Knuckles

Sorrowful thoughts fill my head, a burdened heart heavy as lead
Don't know where to be, but i know who i should see
Why do i always feel alone as if all my troubles are my own
Bloodstains on the aged wood door are from mine reddened knuckles sore
I can never give my heart again to many cracks and pain
Nobody wants a heart a broken heart for when they touch it will break apart
Ashes and rust, my heart will turn to dust

I do have favor in someone now but i can never say "love you" and bow
For to many times I've crumbled and fallen and always have been forgotten
I could never be good enough until the Lord says come on up
Will i feel worthy to be in his presence or will i feel the the pain of the penance
Ashes to Ashes, stone to stone
I can never love again
For i will always be alone