Having a laugh in town
Avoiding you as I had been doing so well
But we saw you in the doorway
decided to pop in to say hello...
but you were offish, didn't want to know.
I turn around and finally get to see your date,
see you give her a peck on the lips;
it was a dagger to my stomach...
Even though
after everything;
I had convinced myself to let go
No more moaning about you
Or even thinking about you
Wiping you clean from my mind
has been a real hard job..
Shes different ... too nice...
totally not for you...
Does she accept you the way you are
Does she not judge you on your past?
Does she know when you're mood does change
Is she someone you can count on;
through life and near death.
Will she always listen?
Does she see your hidden talents
Does she ?
Yes I have a boyfriend
and this has sent you flying away... finally...
Why did you allow me that close to you??
She won't hurt you
Your personality split will do that for you
You will hurt her ... like you're hurting me...
I distanced myself and you became familiar to...
Knowing that you can no longer hurt me,
by your mind games and pure mockery!!
The thing that really hurts me most
Why does she have to be so damn Skinny
Under a size Eight
No wonder why ....
you never fought for me...
Now ANA and MIA want back in my life...
Thankyou for this Liam...
Author notes
yeh not managed to talk to anyone about this yet... but last week I saw Liam
went into the shop with susan...... it was an awkward silence and I ended up introducing myself to Donna his new girlfriend that he's been keeping secret to everyone due to not wanting anyone to ruin it if it becomes more.... Trust me and susan to be the first to meet her and know the truth... eh??????
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I can relate to you on the size matter and although it should not be a problem all too often it is...I felt your love and loss and pain through the whole ordeal..I'm glad you decided to enter and thank you for sharing this. It was amazing
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Hey... he's met a girl,.... judge her on her merits, not her size.
Come on...you've been doing so well...
You know what you have, you know it's important to you, and well, maybe you guys had an understanding, but you need someone who can look after you as well as you looking after them... Not someone who you look after all the time.
With Craig- it's different. You have each otehr's backs.
Now, go read that other poem you wrote.
Realizing what I have...or something it was calleD?
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I know but but ... you know ... the size things always going to be there....
meh...
xxx ty for your encouraging words T xx
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WOW, what deep feelings you expressed here DD, you know you have to learn to move on, you promised yourself you would do that. Try not to darken your emotions as you have a life to pursue, you have a man waiting for you and you have more to live for than a guy who would do this to you.
DD
This actually made me shed a tear you know.
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you know it hurts so damn much!!!! and yes I do need to forget him and yes I do love my bf so much and I know what I would have lost... I know the reality of it all....
but the thing that got me wasn't jealousy of them........ it was her..... she's beautiful... petite... not common s muck...... cute........ THIN!!!!!!!!! aagghhhhh sorry to make you shed a tear babe xoxoxoxox -
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DD external beauty has nothing on Inner beauty, you are a beautiful woman inside and out... don't let me catch you putting yourself down again please.
Never look down you are better than that! I want you to think that things happen for a reason even if you don't know them up front.
Try to think of this as water under the bridge and you my Dear are not going to stop and contemplate doing anything crazy!!!!!!!
Get off the bridge, step away from the edge of the pier and look at the sky, write poetry that is going to make me cry!
It is a life you have to life.
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thankyou very much for your kind words... you always seem to speak sense and tell me off how my dad would have..... you know you're gonna have to be my AP dad at this rate lol x
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If that is what it takes DD, I will gladly do it.
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