my body is cold.
my heart is cold.
i am alone.
i am surrounded.
i am scared.
i am excited.
i am exhausted.
i am defeated.
i am tense.
i am jittery.
i am numb.
i am in pain.
i am crying.
i am a contradiction.
i make perfect sense.
i am vigilant.
i feel dead.
i want to jump out of my skin.
every heart beat sends blood through my veins
the sensation
that little jolt that i feel
is enough to make me panic
and want to cry out.
the feeling that someone
is touching my skin
something is touching my skin
touching me...
i want to scream.
don't touch me.
please hold me in your arms.
go away.
please don't leave.
don't look at me.
please love me.
Author notes
i don't know if i'd call this poetry. these are my thoughts and what is going on inside of me.
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