It's stupid to feel lonely and
yet lonely I feel
Lately I noticed my heart
has started to hurt
more then usual but
does that mean that
it's bleeding more too
Because I'm not sure what is
coming out quicker
my tears or
my heart's blood
Don't worry about it
I'll be okay
at least I think I will be
maybe I shouldn't jump
to conclusions again
because last time
I was wrong and
so were you
Last time
I ended up in the hospital
and the doctors didn't know
what they could do
for someone who
didn't have a heart anymore
Okay I lied
but I did it with good intentions
so that makes it okay right
because if its not
then I'm sorry
but either way I'll feel sorry
or maybe not but I'll say I am
Anyways
the truth is that I'm not okay with it
but I will be
maybe I wont stop crying and
maybe I'll give up more then I try
but one day I'll be there
and you wont have to worry anymore
