Screaming out loud,
I can barely breath,
What is it about me, that makes you seeth?
Your words drip with disdain,
Your lies don't even scratch the surface of my hate.
You loathed me instead of loved,
Then expected me to still care,
When fantasy meets reality, I'll make sure to break the mirror.
I rather have bad luck, then live forever believing in your lies,
You kept trying to break me time and time again,
And this time I made it to the End,
I refuse to let you do this again,
If you don't like it, just fake your grin,
Your silver tongue won't get you far,
Your loveless touch won't grasp my heart,
I'm so Sick of being broken,
And excuses I've heard I can't even begin,
Your glass diamonds will never work,
Everything about you is so fake,
And nothing you say will ever make this right,
Now I've walked so far from sight,
No screaming will come from me,
My voice is now silent,
And I've had it,
I could only take so much,
Just fade back into the dark,
I should never have loved you from the start,
Only one thing good came of this love taken for granted,
And this is how you left us,
Looking down from above,
What is over is over, and this is where the waves part,
Good Bye forever, and We'll get our start,
No help from you, no thanks what-so-ever,
To this degree, Admit you owe me my life,
Life you wasted with your time,
Listing from the lies you told, the heart I gave, the pain you sowed.
Author notes
I'm getting divorced, and he's left me 3 times all because he has "issues". Its not fair for Dante' (my 1yr old) and myself to put our lives on hold, just because he wants to go party, and not grow up. Just pissed off pretty much.
