October Atmosphere

Everything here just reminds me of you,
I'm stuck in nowhere and I don't know what to do,
Even the leaves have started to fall,
Reminds me of back when I fell for you.

There's that smell in the air,
The crisp October atmosphere,
Can you remember, Us two being here?

Remember,
Us two being engulfed in darkness,
Sharing the lonliness,
Lonliness isn't so bad,
When you've got someone to hold your hand.

It's funny, how much things change in a year,
It's funny how when I turn around,
You're no longer here,
After we shared our fears,
In this October atmosphere.

It's just me alone in this alley,
What happened to those days we'd be here and happy,
Lonliness turns out to be sad,
When there's nobody left to hold you're hand.

Maybe one October day,
We'll both be in this alleyway,
Perhaps we'll stop and share our fears,
And blame it on the October atmosphere.

Author notes

If you ever read this. Think back to that alleyway.
Think back to those nights. Can you remember the chill in the air?
The feeling of falling in love with someone, surrounded by the oranges and golds of the falling leaves? The feeling of holding someone like you never want to let go.
And the feelings that you'd never be alone.
Maybe one october day. we'll both be in this alleyway?