I never thought of myself
As an emo.
I began wearing a lot of black,
But thinking I was goth.
When I picked up the razor,
That first time,
And cut my arm,
I
Loved
It.
I stopped wearing so much black, and thought I was
Out of the phase.
I sliced my arm again.
Three weeks ago.
I licked off the blood.
I liked it.
I did it again.
I got caught.
I was crying.
Last night.
I cut my wrist.
A lot.
It bled.
A lot.
My mom freaked.
And here I am to tell you,
I did it again.
Just now.
My mom says I have problems.
I realised what I am.
I don't want to be, though.
~Kazuko
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wow this really good to bad u got caught so did i after my tenth time
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do u still cutt?
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thanks. I found a razor and started cutting again just last wednesday.
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Heartbreaking
A lot of people wear Emo like a badge of honor, I thought it was interesting that you said you """don't want to be". Disturbing images, but I found it really commendable that you kept it so realistic, especially with the short lines. It was so straightforward. Every time I hear about someone slashing their wrists, it hurts me because I hate that so many are in that much pain. Cutting is like an outlet, a tragic one to mirror your pain. I do hope that you solve your problems and get happy. I hope your Mom helps too and you get through this. Although scars on wrists and blood may be fascinating, it gets tiring. Thanks for being brave and letting your feelings out.
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Culture of Emo
I used to write a lot of stories and poems as an outlet, but nowadays I'm always being grounded. So I found the outlet of cutting. I read up on the culture (emo) and found it really is fascinating. And I realised that a lot of people (except for me) would be concidered posers, because they call themselves emo and just slash their wrists. I took on the full culture; listening to the music, planning on dyeing my hair, wearing skinny jeans and ripped fishnets, etc.
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