goodbye future, hello unknown

I saw ripples in the water
images placed themselves there
I saw red drops splatter
all I could do was stare

I held my wrist tightly
so afraid to let go
I held on to the edge
I don't like the unknown

I washed my face lightly
watching the water turn red
I kissed the lipsticked mirror
and layed in my bed

I let go of my wrist
closed my eyes tightly
to bad baby
you don't check on me nightly

I let out a breath
counted to three
and that was the last night
anyone heard from me.