The resenance of my soul
Rings out in this casym
Body crumbling under the weight
Of a world that was never there
Lies fornicating in my mind
Sanity fading in the darkness
Which of me is real
Disturbance in the delicate balance
Reaching for the light
It is nothing more than a simple mirage
I choke on the lack of oxygen
Nails biting deep for rubies
Searching for a heart long ago cut out
These lives are crashing together
Meshing like so much scrap metal
Pull me under the surface
Silent screams calling forth memories
Who's I may never find out
These hands that know the weight of a 45
Tremble at the thought of love
I climb to the top
Only to realize that it was not my journey
This division is fogging up my past
Whispered secrets from one self to the next
Clouding the judgement in the here and now
All clamouring for a single victory
The definition of
Me
