The Voices in My Head (in retrospect)

My head's pounding, but it's not from the light, or from watching television or being online for...God knows how many hours. So many memories and would-be converdsations pop in and out of my thoughts that, as individuals containing some impossible substancial bits of a consciousness; they all agree in turn to add more and more volume to the equation simulntaneously. Sound crazy yet? Just keep reading.

Ever find yourself remembering someone, or they jsut happen to drift through your thoughts as only a face or a name? Well have you ever imagined a memory, only to stop and wonder if it ever really happened or do you just have the right amount of feel for the person's character that you subconsiously picture them doing or saying things that never actually happened?

I don't mean fantasizing about sexual things. Ha, if that were the case I wouldn't exactly be the person t make it public, thank you very much. If my brain wants to overload the only memories I can fall asleep to are "yet to come" or logically never going to happen.

I have conversations with people I know, in my head, that I wish could happen. Why? Ask a psychologist. So far I don't feel anything bad about it but when it starts before I want to close my eyes I don't know what to do about it. Aside from calling someone,  unfortunately this usually goes on after midnight..strange as that may seem.