The Beast

My toungue swells in my throat,
choking my air, making me croak

It's liberating
It's suffocating

It's my Destiny
It's my Liberty

I can't feel
Nothings real

I want to love you
I want to hate you

I'm stuck in this mess
Ripping my chest

I'm still choking
You think I'm joking

You say it's all a dream
Then why can't i scream?

You want me to change
It fills me with rage

I bottle it up inside
It shifts like a tide

Growing and shinking
Slowly sinking

Embedded in my soul
It feels so cold

You increase my workload
I finally explode

I hurt and damage
Like a beast or savage

I can't control my rage
It spills out on the page

You've loosed the storm
Now a new beast is born

This new beast has surfaced
It seems to make people nervous

Are you happy with what you've done?
Get a headstart, you better run.