and it feels like every sentiment is a kick in the face
an attack against my weakness
forging it and expressing it loudly
screaming my vulnerabilities for everyone to hear
i'm aching
i'm lonely
[i want someone to hold me
but not just someone
not anyone
maybe no one]
at the bottom of this hill there's a picture of your face
taken from an angle that hides your better days
but i've got to refuse
remove you
or myself will be
removed
i can't handle any thought of you with her
it burns through my judgement and it hangs like a thick black cloud
in my periphery
turning sinks into the sea
just like that song
i know i wrong all along
cause i loved you, i did.
forget you, remember me
i've fallen and i'll get up even further this time
i swear.
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