I dont even know where to began. Ive only known you for a little while, so why are the things your doing hurting me so bad. I never cared like this before, not right from the start. I really liked you, and i wanted to be with you, but i dont think i can take anymore pain. Im not going through that shyt all over again. So many night you told me you'd come chill, then you never show, which i dont care, but you always lie, if you told me you wanted to chill with them, i wouldnt care, but dont lie to me and tell me that you'll be back, when you have no intension of coming back. Do you know how many times ive pressed that blade into my skin, becasue of you. When i met you i never thought we would end up together, from the start things were so messed up, you told me how you used to be, should have known that you didnt change, people never truely change. maybee for a minuet but then things always go back to how they were. You dont trust me at all, you always think im cheating on you. but truth is i would never do that. I havent been with anybody in so long, everyone that tried to get with me, i didnt want, i walked away from. Then i met you, and i started falling for you. I would never do anything to hurt you... EVER!! you should know that. No matter what you do to me, i would never ever do anything to you. Ive told you somethings that not many people know, I dont know why i trusted you, i probably shouldnt have, bacause i know when were done, its all going to come out. I shouldnt have even started this thing with you. You were the wrong person, I guess this just wasnt ment to be, i wish i could have seen that before we ever happened. But im glad i met you, i wouldnt take any of this back, i guess thats cause i have feelings for you.
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