Don't Miss Me Now

When did the deceit stop?
The constant nagging hesitation that
Only allowed lies to flow from your lips
Yes, those ones I loved to kiss

What did you expect?
Forgiveness at the least before
Falling back into your arms
Of course, the ones I felt safe in

But where did you go?
To find yourself in the midst of
A downward spiral world
The world, I wanted to be with you in

I would rather lose myself
Then risk losing you, but you
Saw what was more important
The priority list I never fell on

Why did you think me stupid?
A girl to silly for dreams and
Ambitions that may never come true
Especially with you

Could it ever be the same?
An answer you don't want to hear
But I would gladly repeat,
Just to see you break you

Where did you go?
I smile everytime I see you,
Hopefull that now isn't the time
You start to miss me