What went wrong

why does it always happen to me
what did i do to deserve this
i fought so hard and lost you anyway.
u said i would be fine
but look what happen anyway.
why should i beilieve anything you say when its only lies.
i believed in u and everything you say
i don't know what i did to lose you again
it keeps happening over and over again.

im done trying for a few years to see if maybe things will change
and it wont keep happening over and over.

God Please Help Me To Understand What Went Wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!