In(Sane) Love

Tonight, I laid down to Die.
Tears aren't the only things,
Flooding from my eyes.
Acid, among other poisions.
You've slipped me over the years.
Distaste, I suppose you could say.
After every slice and scar, They seer.
With the Pain of more than heart break...
Fuck fate.
If this is where I'm going then I shall go no more.
Twisting the insides, already churning. Just close the door.
Opportunity isn't knocking and everythings still spinning.
After everything was said and done, Now I know. I'm the only one..

Shadows haunt this mind of mine,
but sometimes they've come to play.
Each day that you turned your back,
Oh they never went away.
Always here to dry the tears and wipe until a new day.
I was shaken to the core but warm from their hellish touch.
A Women Scorn, but just a little too much.

If this is where i'm going then I shall go no more.
Twisting the insides, already churning. Just close the door.
Opportunity isn't knocking and everythings still spinning.
After everything was said and done, Now I know. I'm the only one..

Now you've lost the use for me, Once again.
Drowning in the "freedom" you just don't comprehend.
Somehow released from the leash, Yet still bound.
The fires are surrounding now, and i'm gasping for breath.
Only My heartbeat is to be, sound.

If this is where I'm going then I shall go no more.
Twisting the insides, already churning. Just close the door.
Opportunity isn't knocking and everythings still spinning.
After everything was said and done, Now I know. I'm the only one..

These voices scream and shout Where I lie.
The little prescription bottle is empty,
Just loose from my hands. The roof is caving now,
The soot and ash envelope me, in sand.
Luckily, I've lost sanity and the voices accompany me.
In death I always hoped I'd be holding your hand.
Though, In the end I'll always be damned.

If this is where I'm going then I shall go no more.
Twisting the insides, already churning. Just close the door.
Opportunity isn't knocking and everythings still spinning.
After everything was said and done, Now I know. I'm the only one..