the mist covers my eyes & I don't see the light;
time falls into an abysmal sound where nothing really matters
except this agonizing feeling that threatens to exist.
& I speak for myself when I say this is over
because it hurts to know you are like the rest
& that your emotions are not compatible with my decisions.
water floods my home & I know that no one will save me;
I pulled the cork out and everything is falling apart
thanks to your genius disguise of wanna-be malevolent player.
It's seems you don't know how I can read you like a book.
I sank my teeth in deep to this tangy deliverance
just to face myself with a disturbing don't not enter sign.
You opened the door to slammed it back to my face.
& so I walked away undefeated but with a sudden thirst for revenge.
I turned around & found an excuse to liberate your tension,
your scent, your way to make me feel.
& when my life only needed three more excuses to pull you out,
you came back running, preventing the store to shut down;
Always with lies that in the end I always figure,
always with excuses that don't even fit the novella.
you always manage to keep me waiting;
keep me expecting, keep on the dare, the desire, the inhumane flare
that burns me inside;
I'm glad tears don't collapse, glad life tastes better even when you seem to make it worse.
& I hate it when I allow myself to follow you, when I know you're not a good leader.
& I take my pride & I shove it down my throat because life told me never to bend over;
to never grovel at no one's doorway.
I smile instead, & I tell my beloved sun to brighten my days, to show me the way
that I must follow to find him; to hold him, to have him instead of yearning.
& if I smile it's not because of you;
I smile because I realized how much you are worth & baby, you ain't worth my time.
Author notes
yea... w/e
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