Death

I am dying
on the inside.

This life I have lived
was for nothing
but pain and heartbreak.

Black pools of
tears and mascara
pour into the room.

A sharp blade
is slowly dragged
across unwilling skin.

As blood is released
I realize
no one could have saved me.

This was my destiny from the start.

To be broken down into
nothing but tears and blood.
Then to die a slow and painful death.

I wasn't meant to live a life
of happiness, but instead sorrow.

There was no hope
for my future,
just the past coming
to kill me.

I only wanted to live a full life
of happiness, laughs, and most of all, love....

But that will never happen,
not to me anyway.
So I leave this world
forever and always.

And as blood mixes with
painful tears,
I manage to whisper
"I just needed to be saved....."