Leaving Me

I felt cold tears flow down my cheeks
As I walked out of the Cemetery

I couldn't understand Why it happened like this,
You Left Cold And Shattered..
Alone,
Unlike any sense of the word I had felt before.

I knew that you weren't coming back to me
Not next week,
In a Month,
Ever..

I went  back to my house
And dug out a picture
you took last week
of You and I...

You looked all serious
And I was kissing your neck..
That delicately inked  spot
That you love to have kissed

I knew in an instant Why you left
Why I felt so damn Hallow..
You Said You Were Going To,
I just didn't think Death 
Was just around the corner
when you said it..

The Coroner told me after the fact
It was indeed an overdose.

I Remember holding you when
The police showed up
Soaked cuz I had put you
Into the cold Shower

And Thinking
Oh  My Lord God This ISN'T Happening
As your lips turned Blue
Yet I kissed them anyways.

You were so still
I thought it Ironic
Usually we get high
And are anything but idle

Drugs always make it seem different
I thought I was the Queen once
When I looked in the Mirror and
Saw I was Dead as well..