A tank filled to the edges
I feel a burning sensation in my eyes
A numbness of my face
I blink and color dots flash in my vision
I am a glutton, it's true.
I sit down for a moment
Find a way to take it back
Look at the screen in desperation
My body is an obsession
It isn't even that really,
I'm lonely, I'm sad, I need someone to need me
Distract to numb the pain
My mind is playing all these stupid petty games
I tried once
I tried again
Even tried hydroxide peroxide;
a tooth brush, Screwdriver, fingers
I exhale and conclude
I failed.
What am I supposed to do?
murr. my body is smarter then I am.
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this is a powerful write. it was well written.
well done.
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