My Silent Dread

The pain is everlasting,
never leaving me alone.
Leaving me in silence,
the worst sound i've ever known.
How can I get through this?
When i'm breaking everyday.
Unable to answer your questions,
theres nothing left to say.
I tried so hard to fight this,
the monster just couldn't quit.
One thing after another,
until I was as low as i could get.
This wasn't suppose to happen,
I was young,happy and free.
And now i'm like a prisoner,
who has no clue how to be.
Is this really it for me?
Is this all life had planned?
Leave me to fight the battle,
leave me hanging on by a strand?
The tears are flowing faster,
I can hardly catch my breath.
Theres got to be something better,
An option other then death.
JUST TELL ME HOW TO FIGHT THIS!
just tell me I can win.
Tell me that you love me,
that i won't ever hurt again.
I know you will stay silent,
because it just can't be that way.
Things will be different tommorow,
from how they were today.
And I just have to accept the fact,
that i'll always have to fight.
No matter what the cost is,
even if it isn't right.
I'll just stay alone here,
safe inside my head.
Waiting until their voices,
replace my silent dread.