my best friend

If I have problems, you help me through.
Keep me comfort when everyone’s gone,
You hold my head up high when I’m feeling blue.
If there’s one thing I want, it’s never to lose you.
I think about you every day,
Who would’ve thought, the bullet would’ve took your life away?
Now I’m tossing and turning, can’t keep up with the loss.
Can’t do anything but drinking and drugs,
Wish you were here again, to give me the biggest kiss and hug.
I feel your spirit, telling me to keep strong,
I know if you were here right now, you would’ve kept on telling me to move on.
I don’t know how, don’t know what to do, and can’t think when you’re gone.
I can’t get pass the pain,
My life will be no more, for my white shirt will be full of red stains.