I Love you but why

I sit here and wait
You cut me its fate
You broke me today
You killed me last May
Guess what I’m still alive
I gotta strive
My blood’s on the floor
Going under your door
Right under your bed
Yeah my blood’s shed
Can I trust you
You deceived who
I saw through your lies
They bug me like flies
Every word I say hurts you
No, that’s not true
You just lied again
You’ll let this all set in
It’s not me who hurts you
Yeah it fucking hurts but it’s true
You blame me
I cry with out glee
What did I do
Nothing that’s true
You told me to come over today
What can I say
I loved you
I thought you loved me too
How can this be
That you would go and kill me
You took that knife
I fought for my life
I told you to stop
I grabbed a mop
You came closer
You’re a fucking poser
I got you to quit
I asked why’d you try to do that shit
You sat on your bed and started to cry
One second ago you wished I would die
What happen there
You didn’t care
You laid your knife on the bed
Then you looked at me and said
Come sit by me
Why didn’t I see
When I sat by you
You would fake being true
You kissed me
That was your key
To have your chance
To use your lance
You began to make out with me
Oh man, why didn’t I see
You took off your shirt
You were being a flirt
I took my shirt off too
Why the fuck did I ever believe you
You laid me back
I felt pain it was sharp like a tack
Damn it man, why didn’t I see
What you would do to me
You laid my back on the knife
I looked at you as I lost my life
I smell my blood on your bed
I’m dying I said
You laughed at me and said I know
Man why did I go
You began to drag me on the floor
You stabbed me more and more
You dragged me out into your hall
I hear a voice I see a wall
My blood leads into your room
I was about to be your groom
My ring was in my pocket
You stuck a knife in me like a socket
I brought it to ask you the question
You look in the mirror and you don’t see your complexion
How could you do this to me
I just don’t see
I don’t understand
You treat me like a rubber band
With five thousand uses
I hear all these excuses
Girl you ought to die
You killed me and I say good bye
I see a light
It’s so bright
It’s not like
I thought you where a dyke
When I saw you kissing that girl
Secretly I wanted to hurl
I’m going to heaven
Can’t you see it girl, I Love you, I’ll be watching you 24/7
I’m at the gate
Saint Peters debate
Alright I’m in
Why’d you commit that unholy sin
Now I see
Why you did this to me
You saw me with your friend at the mall
I told you I was sick because of the weather being in fall
You went to my house and through a fit
As you thought where is that piece of shit
Cause I wasn’t there
And so you went to find out where
You searched every store
You knocked on every door
You finally went to the mall
You saw me with your friend and thought, he’s going to crawl
What you didn’t know was, she was helping me
You were so mad you didn’t want to see
See that she helped me find your ring
Something in your brain never went Bing
You killed me tonight
Now I’m out of your sight
Girl, I Love you
That’s your cue
I don’t want you to go to hell
Your head has no bell
My heart is broken
Your soul is soakin
I Loved you girl
You made my thoughts swirl
Can’t you see it now
You killed me, I told them how
Now I will say my good byes
In my story only one dies
I always loved you and I’ll try
To say my final good bye.