I'll keep your promise

taking a break
from the blue sky's
stopping the Ice cold feeling
the numbness, for told the truth
I'm laying with my heart in my hand
I'm living each step with disappointment
waking up with hazy days
with a coffee in my hand
a smoke to replenish thought
water to detox
pills to lead me to a fairy tail dream
weed to calm down the tears
anxiety, my enemy
nothing I do can erase that night
abolish your touch
sacrifice embedded in my skin
your life for mine
an unfair trade
like flower to the wind
your memory does haunt
i'll keep your promise as my word
close to home, my heart